Rest In Peace my baby cat <3

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“It is a curious thing, the death of a loved one. We all know that our time in this world is limited, and that eventually all of us will end up underneath some sheet, never to wake up. And yet it is always a surprise when it happens to someone we know. It is like walking up the stairs to your bedroom in the dark, and thinking there is one more stair than there is. Your foot falls down, through the air, and there is a sickly moment of dark surprise as you try and readjust the way you thought of things.”
― Lemony SnicketHorseradish: Bitter Truths You Can’t Avoid

BLACK! That’s exactly how I’m seeing things right now and how I’ve been seeing them since yesterday morning my cat was euthanised :(!!!

It’s a bit hard to find words to describe how bad I’m feeling… So I found a quote of Lemony Snicket and I also inserted a few lyrics of Les Mis’ song, Empty Chairs at Empty Tables, but… apart from saying that I’m awfully sad and depressed and barely lost, I can’t really say more…

So I’m not going to lose myself in this post and write a lot… first because I don’t think I can & secondly because I wanna honour my baby cat, the adorable companion he’s been all his short life…

My baby cat passed away when he was still quite young and the only thing I can say about it is that it’s horribly UNFAIR!!! Monday evening was the last time I could cuddle him, kiss him and hear his sweet purring… I almost feel like I haven’t really enjoyed this precious moment the way I was supposed to, the way you’re supposed to enjoy a LAST moment with someone dear!

At that instant, I couldn’t believe or slightly didn’t wanna believe it was the last time I would cuddle you, hear your calming purring, and see you, you, my lovely little cat… I didn’t want your gentle and kind purring to stop! :( I love you a lot and I’m going to miss you like hell!!!!

But hopefully Love never dies a natural death! So here’s to YOU!!!!

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© Diglee

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* Phantom faces at the window. Phantom shadows on the floor. *

WILL MISS U SO MUCH

U

To you, mon petit MANOU <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 … 

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16 Comments

  1. 3rd July 2013 / 6:32 PM

    This takes me back to that day when our own black cat died :-( Keep strong!

    • 3rd July 2013 / 8:08 PM

      Thanks for your support love <3 xxx

  2. Amélie
    3rd July 2013 / 10:21 PM

    Can’t imagine what you’re going through right now! You have all my support… Salem! <3!

    • 3rd July 2013 / 10:36 PM

      ;) thanks love <3 Glad to see you on Saturday, will think about something else (or at least try to :s) xxxx

  3. Amélie
    4th July 2013 / 11:54 AM

    I’ll try to make you think about something else, I promise! For a while at least!

    • 4th July 2013 / 1:28 PM

      cheers babes ;) xx

  4. 8th July 2013 / 8:32 AM

    Oh no I had missed reading this before. I love cats so I’m so sorry to hear that. Hugs.

    • 8th July 2013 / 9:13 AM

      Aww thanks lovely! Though times :( thank you so much for your support :* Mwah! Xx

  5. 8th July 2013 / 8:34 AM

    Our little cat was run down last week and we are also feeling that empty void that the death of a pet leaves behind xx

    • 8th July 2013 / 9:17 AM

      Awww I’m so sorry to hear that! I know how hard this situation can be and I want you to know that you have all my support! Be strong!!!! And carry on lovely one! I know it’s hard but that’s the way is life, isn’t it?! Much love! Xx

      • 8th July 2013 / 3:23 PM

        Thank you and the same to you – its been a sad time for us both xx

        • 8th July 2013 / 8:11 PM

          Thank you lovely :) xxx

  6. 9th July 2013 / 10:27 PM

    So sorry to read about the loss of your cat. I know how hard it is. He obviously has taken with him a little bit of your heart and that is because you loved him so much.
    Sending you kitty purrs and virtual human hugs.

    • 9th July 2013 / 10:29 PM

      Awww thank you!!! Means so much to me to have my readers’ support! Much love <3

  7. 15th July 2013 / 8:07 PM

    Sorry to hear about you kitty. Losing a pet is hard because sometimes you feel they will be forgot. But they don’t. We don’t let them. They are just at peace and we miss them. x

    • 15th July 2013 / 8:10 PM

      All this is very true ! Thank you for your comment, my lovely one <3 means a lot
      Xxxxxxx

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